46male. Looking for more in my life. I have actually asked. “Is god calling me”? I feel his presence. I know there is more to my life. I have more to offer.
I am not a lifelong weed smoker. But I have used. I have liked how it relaxes me, helps me focus and allows me to feel feelings. I have chronic hip and back pain and it helps immediately. The state I am in has mmj but my job and society doesn’t allow it. I will do it on my days off and typically have just a toke. That’s all I need. But I have questions with my renewed spirituality.