As a young person I started seeking… due to sorrows and perplexions of this life. I was looking for a way to fix that inner anxiety some have called a “God shaped hole in all of us.” Cannabis seemed to soothe me and help. But for me it was a gateway to Jesus. So much more to tell after 46 years of Conservative influence made me think it was inherently evil. NowI see that I was mis-using it and expectiong it to be something it was not. An idol perhaps. Heck in 1972 (and ever since) I have repented of (or cast out) everything I ever thought I could, LOL. Now I just find a small amount of occasional smoke often helps me fall on my knees before the King of the Universe.