I am a Christian. I was born to a drug addict mother and never really knew who my father was. My mother died when I was 2 years old. I never felt connected to nothing and no one. Marijuana does that for me. When I smoke it, I care.  I have hope and imagination. Without it, I feel void and disconnected. I hardly ever get stupid-stoned. I just use about six to eight puff about four times a day. It’s medicine and therapeutic.