I abused marijuana through my teens and wary twenties, being what most consider a major pothead. When I rededicated my life to the Lord, I sobered up 100%, no smoking, no drinking, no nothing.
As I have grown in my walk and matured as an adult, my view on cannabis is that it is OK in moderation, especially for anxiety, from which I suffer from and hate the pharmaceutical solution for so much that I just bottle it up as best I can.
Now the thing is, — my wife views marijuana as a drug, and in her eyes and opinion a drug is a drug and pot may as well be cocaine… herein lies the issue and the fact of the matter: I cannot utilize cannabis to help me without triggering her. Hopefully this changes, but I am not holding my breath.