I too, as a father and husband for over 30 years, living daily in guilt and shame from a Christian wife, suffering with chronic depression, taking the antidepressants.
Divorced now, I grow my own, siblings look down on me, and family wonders if I am saved or not, or that we’re praying for you. No one should have to live in that situation, where a modest dose, helps. I have been trying the tincture route, so there’s no smell.
But it shouldn’t matter.
I do think that like anything else, you can over do it, and be a hazard for yourself and others. Moderation with anything is possible and should be ok in my humble opinion. But others will never understand.