My story is complex to say the least

I have had five brain surgeries, one of which being a right temporal lobectomy. There were consequences from these surgeries. Depression, anxiety, PTSD, and more. On top of that, I have experienced painful life experiences including infertility, murder, miscarriages and more. I was hospitalized in a mental health facility in 2017 after wrestling with suicide. As a result, I ended up on 19 different prescription medications.
I am a believer and have been my whole life. God is at the center of all I do. In September of 2018 I began wrestling with cannabis and where or not to try it. Now almost a year later, I am using cannabis and off all 19 meds. I am emotionally healthier than i have been in years.
As a pastor’s wife, I have received a ton of grief for my decision, but I believe that something that God created naturally has to be better for me than things manufactured in a lab. I certainly don’t have all the answers, but I do know how I have regained my life. I look forward to the conversation!!