Glad I’m not the only one. I’ve been a Christian all my life, but due to traumatic family events, and possibly being autistic, I’ve struggled with debilitating anxiety and depression since childhood, and have struggled with a sense of being hated by God. The last few years I’ve started smoking marijuana and I honestly feel like it’s majorly improved my relationship with God. It melts any fear or anger towards God I might feel, as I feel nothing but complete unconditional love. No judgement, no rage. Just a child who is loved by his Abba Father. Its also helped me read and understand the Bible from a more open-minded perspective. Christ Jesus is lord and savior whether I’m high or not anyway. So I just can’t believe that weed is all bad.