Cannabis saved my life! I had a horribly abusive childhood

Diagnosed with bipolar after the birth of my child. They spout lies about cannabis causing phycosis but this has never been an issue for me. A little toke in the evening after my child is asleep is my medicine, it regulates my mood better than any pharmaceutical. The pharmaceuticals drs put me on made me hallucinate. Cannabis has never made me halucinate. It keeps me normal, most dont know i am bipolar!

The worst thing is the judgment from other Christians. I worry if i tell people i will lose friends and be ostracized from my church. I always hear negative comments but feel the need to keep my mouth shut.

Im sure the holy spirit will lead me into conversation eventually.

Thankyou for this site, good to know im not alone!